Posting more soon, I promise! And any ideas for my script title would be MORE then welcome.
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Anna
A support group for the future Great Authors of our time.
It’s indescribable.
Blue skies with only traces of cotton-ball clouds, the fuzzy whiffs floating through the air, grass as slippery and green as perfectly planted fields in spring, and a temperature that couldn’t be more perfect.
I’m lying down, and smiling up. Someone’s holding my hand.
I lean to the side, touching their shoulder, without looking at them, but although I don’t see them, I know that we love each other unconditionally and that I have known them for most of my life.
I don’t know how old I am, but I feel young and vibrant.
I lean back into the grass and close my eyes. When I open them again, I’m surrounded by people that I’ve done unexplained things to – people that I left hanging and didn’t say anything about what I really meant to.
A curly haired Indian boy steps up and looks at me sadly. He’s so young, and from so long ago, yet I recognize him instantly. Without really helping it, I start to bubble about how I didn’t want the pressure and about how I hadn’t meant to lead him on… Until he smiles and nods, tears in his eyes, and mouths the words ‘thank you’.
He understands.
My heart hurts a little, but the same hand holding mine in the grass reaches over and brushes my own, and the hurt dissapates into happiness and relief.
In the crowd, as people talk with one another, another face catches my eye – the only one who is looking at me. She’s thick boned, with brown, shoulder-length hair and a stony frown on her face.
She walks over, and I talk to her.
The same happens over and over again. A boy with blonde hair and blue eyes, an older woman looking lost and confused, a shy boy with curly blonde hair… I tell them all the truth, and why I did what I did, and sometimes, their heart breaks, but in the end, we all feel better and happy and finally, I feel like I’ve finished.
Some of them, I hug, some, I kiss, and others, I have to let go of all too soon.
The man sits beside me all the time.
Eventually, the crowd disappears and I’m guided to a huge room with wall-to-wall windows, looking out over a clear ocean and black sand. People are celebrating down on the shores, and their happiness is contagious.
:D That's right.Beloved Ophelia,
You officially suck. What the hell is this whole "let's kill people off and then make their relatives suffer without actually knowing what's going on" thing?! And what about the Talon/Alex (more on THAT later, young lady) thing that completely screwed around with my ENTIRE plan about her being somewhat of a tomboy? And in the middle of this,
YOU DECIDED TO TAKE A VACATION TO CANADA!
Number one, YOU ARE NOT THE BRAIN. You are only a figment of it, and thus cannot control the death factor in my stories as much as you have lately. A little is great. A suppressive amount that wipes out more than half of my MCs? Um, no.
Number dos, Alex doesn't even sound right. You're on crack for making me stick with it. And also, the sister's name is Dora in some shape and form? I could kill you. Honestly.
I am so mad at you. SO mad.
...Also, how was Canada?
Yours, Unfortunately,
Lauren.
Prologue
The sound of marching footsteps rang through the streets. Heads turned to look as the parcel of guards came around a corner, escorting a young girl. Tanya's face was like stone as she tried not to look at the guards surrounding her, tried not to notice the people watching them curiously.
The gates clanged shut behind them as they left the city, Tanya could hear them locking and barring the doors. They didn't want her back any time soon. It began to drizzle slightly as they moved along the long road, matching Tanya's mood. She felt like crying as the towers of the city got smaller and smaller, as she left a life, but she did not look back. There was nothing for her there.
Chapter One
After half a day of marching, a town appeared nestled around the road. "We'll stop here for the night," a guard told Tanya. "Tomorrow we'll have horses to ride the rest of the way to the border." Tanya nodded mutely and approached the Inn.
Light and laughter washed over her as she stood in the doorway, staring at its oblivious occupants. The guards prodded her on and she went inside, finding an empty table at the back and sitting down almost before the people noticed her. But as soon as the guards entered the chatter abruptly ceased, the Innkeeper made his way forward nervously.
"Can I help you?" he asked, twisting a towel in his hands.
"Just a room for the girl and dinner, please," the lead guard said. "We can sleep in the hallway."
"Of course, of course," the Innkeeper hurried off, giving Tanya a puzzled look as he went. Slowly talk started again, discussions about the war and food prices and such things sprang up. Tanya missed the silence. Silence was always there when no one else was. And over this past week she'd gotten very used to being alone.
But no, she wouldn't think about that now. The door banged as a man came in, dripping with rain. Tanya's eyes widened and she grimaced. An old acquaintance-- just what she needed.
"Good eve, Thomas," The Innkeeper greeted the man as he slid into one of the big tables. "Where you headed to?"
"Home," Thomas replied. "My mum's sick. And besides, there's been some happenings at the castle. I didn't want to stay." he frowned briefly, but then pushed it away. "How's trade been?"
"Eh," The Innkeeper shrugged. "Not the best. No one's very keen to travel, with the war and all."
"Yes." Thomas retreated into his thoughts again and the Innkeeper moved away to serve Tanya. She stared at her food without seeing, her jumbled thoughts whirling around. She didn't know what Thomas would do if he saw her, she didn't know what she would say if she had a chance to explain. Her stomach twisted apprehensively and she pushed the plate away.